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(no subject) [Sep. 11th, 2006|09:08 pm]
gerardwayismine
he said he loved me and i believe him. he all of a sudden said i love you. i said what? say that again. he said i love you. i said i love u too. he said u dont have to say it back if u dont mean it. i do mean it i just dont wanna get hurt cause i know i will. he was like no u wont. i dont wanna believe he loves me because he can get way more pretty girls than me and i dont know if im just his love bunny or his play toy. he was on his myspace today and thats how he finds people...so let me do the math.........go figure. he wanted me to come over today and i did and i barely seen him cause he was caught up on his phone. what the hell man i dont know what to do. he makes me so miserable i want to just scream im so caught in him
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(no subject) [Sep. 3rd, 2006|08:44 pm]
gerardwayismine
[Current Mood |depressedbadly depressed]
[Current Music |hinder -lips of an angel-]

im so sick of it all. i did it and i love him so much. he said baby dont u know im fallin for you...isnt that a good thing? i was like yeah i guess....and i dont wanna get so caught up in him but he is so hard to resist and i cant help myself. i told him how can u fall for me? u found out u loved jennifer in 2 years and u fell in love with amanda in a year...and u say u love me and ur falling for me and u have only known me for maybe 8 or 9 months...no its not true. its so hard for me because i think of him all the time and he thinks i dont love him... i love him to much to tell him. im so sick of this pain and i dont know how to fix it....i go to my bestfriends house with the hopes that he will be there and i can see him...but it always fails. im using my friend to get to him..if she knew that we had this thing goin on she would never talk to me and that will be the end of everything. i wish i could make it all go away im hurting and i dont know how to tell him because i love him to much to say leave me alone. then on top of it all he talks to this gurl (i guess) on his myspace and i just dont know what to do. im falling to hard for him and i cant quit. he has no clue what im going through and how bad it feels... he has a life and why would he be in mine? im trapped and we cant spend anytime together and its just sooo hard. i cant tell anyone because they might tell. im so upset
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(no subject) [Aug. 22nd, 2006|04:54 pm]
gerardwayismine
yeah...im gonna erace this one and make a new one...im tired of this one
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(no subject) [Aug. 20th, 2006|01:18 am]
gerardwayismine
[Current Location |my home]
[Current Mood |depresseddepressed]

i dont think he understands how much i really care for him. he is everything i want and i dont want to accept that. me and his mom was talking and she said he thought i was so pretty and he liked me a lot and he would date me if i was a little bit older than i am now. he always asks me do i like him does he mean a lot to me....yes he does...i just cant explain how much and i dont want to waist my time trying. his girlfriend hit him with car keys...and he broke up with her. his mom said he was talking to some girl on myspace till 11 at night and left in the morning to go eat breakfast with her and meet her. i asked him about it (just curious) and he said his mom exagerated on it (she does exagerate a lot) and she sent him a letter and he replied back. thats all. but where was he at this morning? he wasnt at home. he says he really loves me and i believe him a lot but sometimes i think he dont care for me much. if he's trying to make me happy...he's making me miserable. let him go amber its not worth it. you dont need him. everyone will find out soon or later about our little secret. we cant hide it forever. let me let u go. please

thats what is wrong with me by the way. for u who asked
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(no subject) [Aug. 20th, 2006|12:54 am]
gerardwayismine
[Current Mood |crushedcrushed]

i cant do it. its getting out of hand i am falling for him. i love him and i would rather waiste my time with him than with anyone
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(no subject) [Apr. 22nd, 2006|10:08 pm]
gerardwayismine
im bored. im tired. i got nothing to say and im so serious. i godda friend over. i like anthony and susan. but not you,susan. bye
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? [Mar. 22nd, 2006|10:37 am]
gerardwayismine

hmmmmm.........did gerard way quit smoking? i wonder it said that somewhere in a blog of someones...it isnt mine though. iam goiing to my moms 2day. i am gonna get the Life On the Murder Scene.  i hear it is a good MCR movie. well i dont have a lot to say but anyone who thinks i am crazy...u know who u are. well i am not and you canget over who i hang with cause thats me not your ass so shut up. oh ashley pereznis moving back down here goodie goodie 2 shoes. so happy to see her. her whole family is  living down here and how happy will i be? none at all. well i have nothing to talk about and i am leaving now.... tootles

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? [Mar. 22nd, 2006|10:37 am]
gerardwayismine

hmmmmm.........did gerard way quit smoking? i wonder it said that somewhere in a blog of someones...it isnt mine though. iam goiing to my moms 2day. i am gonna get the Life On the Murder Scene.  i hear it is a good MCR movie. well i dont have a lot to say but anyone who thinks i am crazy...u know who u are. well i am not and you canget over who i hang with cause thats me not your ass so shut up. oh ashley pereznis moving back down here goodie goodie 2 shoes. so happy to see her. her whole family is  living down here and how happy will i be? none at all. well i have nothing to talk about and i am leaving now.... tootles

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(no subject) [Mar. 17th, 2006|07:32 pm]
gerardwayismine
[Current Mood |angryarrrrrg!!!!!!!!]
[Current Music |nothing]

it has been a while sense i have wrote in here. i never have anything to say. i have changed my life around. i quit a lot of the things i did and i just realized exactly how bad it is. my whole life is a lie and i am ready to turn it allllll around. huh i hear so much yelling in this house its crazy. i am back into coach taylors class. it's pretty fun. better than computer class. i hope i have a good spring break. it's always boring and there is never anything to do. i have better things to do than to stay here and be bored. however there is nothing to do anyways so like it reallly makes a difference as to where i am at. i quit a bunch of things (those know what i am talking about).... i quit smoking.
it's no good and it helps you none and it makes your hair smell and your teeth yellow and your fingers stink and stained. your house will smell like smoke and so will your clothes. you can try to cover up the smell with perfume but that only makes it worse cause it is perfume and smoke all together. and you get tired to easy. if you smoke like 2 packs a day for a week thats like 40 dollars...YOU PEOPLE COULD BE RICH IF U DIDNT BUY THOSE!! not only to think of it you are smoking cow shit. yeah COW SHIT. so for all you smokers out there and isnt listening to me...put that on your grave when you die. i cant believe i even did it and it makes your situations worse than they already are. you crave it and when you dont have it it can make you crazy in the head....no lie. i asm making a diference into MY life and i like how i am doing it...(even though gerard smokes it pisses me off cause he does) well...there is my smoking speach. i always preach when i get onto live journal...i dunno why but i kinda like it cause its the truth. i got nothing more to say...tootles
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(no subject) [Feb. 11th, 2006|09:15 pm]
gerardwayismine
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[Current Mood |morosemorose]
[Current Music |Goo Goo Dolls__ Iris__]

ok so i had a good day i guess. we went to the zoo and we played and all the animals were really fun and all cute. im sorry i wasnt there but ill be there tomorrow gerard. dont get pissed. newayz there are these really nice bras and i want to get one and they only cost so much thats not a lot and not only that they are vicotoria secret thats really awesome. i want to quit live journal, but somehow i keep coming back. it's like a disease...that can't stop. as i always say i dont have mutch to say cause i am tired. i cant wait till i get my hair died. we are getting it black but it's temporary. but i dont give a shit cause sarah said DO NOT DIE IT BLACK wait...maybe you didnt hear me....i said SARAH SAID DO NOT DIE IT BLACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and im getting the fcking shit anyways...but i kinda like it cause it will be fun just to die my hair. i godda go cause i need to go home to do my hair and to talk on the phone!!!!! lj needs to call me...we have the BEST BEST BEST conversations............. ;D luv amber

oh ashlys sister....alisha,is sooooooooooooooooooooooooo jealous of her cause she has bigger boobs and a fat ass that she dont have....just cause alisha does her fucking pot...dont mean she has to blame it on her sister by saying her boobs are FAKE! they are not fake cause ive seen them...and them vitches ARE NOT FAKE!!! 2 alisha:::: go take a chill pill and leave your own sister alone....it isnt her fault you do crack and it makes you look ANEREXIC!!!!!! (however u spell it)

2 ashley:::: dont mind her...she is a pot head and you deserve better that a shitty sister who treats you like shit!!!!

2 alisha:::: you suck for kicking katlen out!!!

2 katlen:::: i dont know you..... but you are REALLY nice....and sweet. screw alisha

2 ashley:::: im sorry im dissin on your own sister...but you know its true

2amber!:::: you are the greatest person EVER!! you and ashley are so much alike and when we first met you made me feel home..and not shy..know what i mean? im so keeping in touch with you...thanx for your phone number. oh yeah thanx for doing my makeup on me!

2 alisha:::: you NEED makeup
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